to be honest , i'm not a good writer. i can't even tell story in a proper way

i like to read beautiful writings , but i can't make one.

my question is.

how in the world i can finish my 3000 words of essay without feeling tortured by every paragraph that should be written?

Almighty God please help me.

some visions maybe ..

Though Alexander Mcqueen collection always super bizarre ,

but this one i would say the shoes is yuck.